> To provisionally call into question. > So that I can feel better about being here. > So I can say that I had the right to say that. > If I do it now, I’ll be ready for it then. > I involve myself in competitions with the unaware. > It’s compromised by my protective arrangements. > Because there is always another possibility. > To see if I can be a rigorous self examiner. > A play where I synthesize falsities. > I’m a person.  That person. > It’s not unconventional, it’s typical. > To be forever an amateur to custom. > When it gets difficult, cover it up. > Because I’ve realized that, I decide. > A conservative. > I’m trying to find happiness in the most incorrect way. > I’m trying to feel elated for a moment. > I’m often very sleepy. > Today, I suspect. > Twenty-five. > Never being able to call you again. > The last few seconds. > That hell exists. > I’ve had a lot of terrible ideas. > That you have your own ideas about things. > An adaptive mechanism. > It’s practice. > There are always new ways to feel new. > I’m afraid of my body, but not my mind. > When am I going to get there? > My Nana told me I was an artist. > I wish I were a healthcare reform consultant. > There are many small things we can do. > I’m in a contingent relationship. > Are you sad, or happy? > I wouldn’t want to be here without any of you. > So I can recite the details. > A different arrangement everyday. > Remember, I’m in a contingent relationship. > It could end at any moment. > Maybe it’s already ending. > Sometimes I won’t compute what you’ve said for days. > For some excitement. > From the desires of others. > Because I miss people. > I’m reproducing forms with longer life spans. > Why shouldn’t we want to feel good all of the time? > I can make it true on my own by what I say and do. > I just want to, okay. > Whatever doesn’t take place over time. > Endurance can be lazy. > Intermittent satisfaction. > Can you believe there is no reason? > Believing we’ve had the same experience. > I don’t expect there to be reasons, but I ask anyway. > I’m interested in knowing. > If superstition proves useful, I’m scared and thrilled. > I stay indoors, if I can, but when I think about it, it seems like a bad idea. > I will reward myself with being happy. > Something I have to contend with. > There is definitely clutter. > I can’t control for everything. > I reduce inputs to compensate. > Somedays I am more aware that I am a project. > If that’s what I’ve been taught. > I don’t know what answer I like best. > We can make it more enduring by saying it’s enduring.